define yourself

2009-10-27T12:29:00.000-07:00

went out with my hubby hubb hubb ♥
went out with my love ones yesterday to Sutera. was actually pissed at him cause he is not punctual. i waited for him 2hours there. then i sms with Sandra till out-of-credit !!! she called me and talked to me... and i actually cried. then after awhile, they arrived. when he was there, i dont want to look at him at all because im really mad. this is not his first time being not punctual. it's like, everytime. he keep on apology to me. and ofcourse i forgive him :) hehe~ but then i cant get to see him for 2 weeks oh... cause im leaving to KL 3 more days. i miss you lahh~ ill get something for you there :) shirt? haha! i really dont know. wait till im there then i suggest what to buy for you.

from your love,
Carla <3

2009-10-25T17:53:00.000-07:00

i think she's pissed at me ?
well i really dont know whether Sandra is pissed at me or not. i seriously dont know ehh. im sorry if i did something wrong or maybe i said somehing wrong. but i seriously dont mean it. i thought you will dont really care. but if it is really hurt your feelings then im very sorry to you. i dont wish that we will lose our friendship again just like "last time" 5 months ago. if you still remember about that. i dont wish to lose you because youre my bestfriend. you seriously know who i am... but, i dont really know you well :d i seriously dont know what youre thinking sometimes. but i tried my best. just like yesterday, you called me and share things about you. tell me how you feel and stuff... do you know why i dont really talk much? because i dont know how to do and what to say. im sorry if youre really pissed at me. i wish that you will forgive me with my apology :D

sorry San .

2009-10-24T19:44:00.000-07:00

updated sandra
huhuhu~ kinda happy todayyy cause i met him again :D haha, updated her in this few days. lol. share all my things to her ah... haha! actually went to CP with him today then we went to Khrisnan for our lunch :D the amazing things happen today is ...

he kissed me !!

2009-10-23T17:23:00.000-07:00

it felt like he is leaving ?
went to school today for only 3 hours. has studied physics, chemistry and add-maths in this 5 days. but i did not attend the class for 3 days. lol :D

he called me 2 days ago. at 4am. he told me that maybe he gonna go to overseas to work. when he asked for my oppinion, ofcourse i said "just go la, its your choice, your future" then he asked me again. where should i go? KL or New Zealand? when the time he asked me, i dont know what answer should i give. it just i got this weird feeling that he will leave me sooner or later. I seriously dont know what to do.

i keep on asking him the same question everyday and night. what is your choice? KL or New Zealand? he couldnt give me the answer. i dont know la what you are thinking. but from now onwards, i will not think that again. i will just leave with my life and relationship happily together with you. spend all my time to you.

2009-10-20T12:09:00.000-07:00

haha! i continued going for gym started last week =) well, im trying my best to keep fit! im fat! so what? lol, i kinda miss my daughter Enfee =) its been so long i didnt contact her.

besides, i dont know why suddenly he put so much of his effort on me. if sandra didnt told me, i wouldnt recognise about it. whats going on ah ? hehe =) i love you sayanggg.

whatever la! i want to go for sciencestream oh... it just i dont think i can la. so, study smart.

last but not list, im going gym later with sandra, nard and my boy =) tee hee

2009-09-27T15:55:00.000-07:00

PMR ? Here i come !
will be back soon =)

2009-09-11T00:34:00.000-07:00

mock 2 mock 2 mock 2 !!!
well, im here. almost done with my mock 2, gonna take my math on Monday. may god bless me!!! Science test is so so so difficult! kinda tembak for my History. lol=) besides, next month im gonna seat for PMR !!!

happy staying with you =)
i wish i could take this relationship as usual like others do. no jokes, no lies, just true! ill support you no matter what you think its right... thanks babe by helping me lots of lots of thingy. the day we just be together, i thought you dont really know what i want and what i need. but since thay day we talked on the phone, you actually do know what i want!!! im glad and ill appreciate it. i wish that you will do better than my other exes. will give what i want, will share you things with me.

tuition teacher kinda dislike me ?
haha. one of the tuition teacher kinda dislike me? lol. just because i say he doesnt really look like a teahcer. hahaha. thats true mah.. im just telling you and the others the truth! nowonder you always stand outsite my class la.. you actually curi-curi listen what i said about you right? if desmond told me about it, i wouldnt knew that u do actually dislike me. haha, sorry then =) but the thing is, i really dont undrstand why you stand beside me just now while im waiting for my car. there is no more space for you to squeez in already. and you make me walk away to the dark side... very dark eh.. ishh !

2009-08-28T15:31:00.000-07:00

people who has nothing to do its like that
i think you got problem. so what if he keep talking about me outside? your problem kah? no okay... you and him its over la! and what i can tell you is, he never find me. let me repeat, never. bold it for you. you're so weird eh..suddenly call me and ask.. did "he" find you? or is it he wanna to "chase after you"? omfg! he did not. let me repeat, did not. who the hell spreading this shit? if i know its you, you will stay with your pet. dawg!

2009-08-27T18:48:00.000-07:00

i found it .

do you still remember this sal ? our first time went to pulau. doinkdoink~ we used our full strenght to jump, but our result is like that. hahahahaha!

i miss you, Sal <3

2009-08-26T11:14:00.000-07:00

randomly listening to MJ's music
since the day before yesterday i started listening MJ's songs =) actually i kinda dislike him when the time he turned into white. but, i love his songs. haha! so nevermind la. the past dy. you're not alone is my favourite song among all MJ's album. dont know why. it just, i love it!

holiday ?
and yet, i spend my holiday in my dad's office. i spend the most in my dad's office! this time is my weird holiday...i met a boy there.. oh yea, i mentioned it before right.. he is tall + young + good looking = awesome + great

2009-08-25T01:30:00.000-07:00

Not bad ...
let me start with this first... well i went to my dad's office again. there's no more places that i could go.. so, this is a suck holiday in part of life living in this 15 years... i planned everything for my holiday.. what to do and where to go. but at last, i couldnt make it. tsktsk~ not good!! hmm, i met a boy in my dad's office. he's not bad~ good looking~ tall ~and he is only 19!! amazing right..hahaha.

Again and again
this is my sencond time that i couldnt take my money from the atm thigy! gosh, really pisses me off! i thought that i could get the money out so i could tapao coffee bean as my breakfast! but the same thing happen on me~ i couldnt make it. hahahah!

2009-08-23T21:19:00.000-07:00

awesome sunset and sunday
having fun time in sutera today. went there 2 times. first, went there with sis in law and baby Lucas to kiddies club, second time went there with Enfee for cycling! our excercise. had our drink after our excercise. very thirsty! love the sunset! a shiny sunshine + awesome sunset.

2009-08-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

Enfee !

sunset <3

potato skin stuffed with chlilli beef

Shirley temple <3

baby lucas playing with the mickey mouse thingy

2009-08-23T21:02:00.000-07:00

awesome sunday
having fun time in sutera today. went there 2 times =) first i went there with my sis in law, just to bring my baby nephew to kiddies club. then the second time i went there is with enfee! went cycling. our excercise. hahaha. tiring now. then, we had our tea there. very thirsty after cycling.

2009-08-22T11:10:00.000-07:00

Dia pergi HK dy ...
didnt knew she went to hk. hahaha! surprising man when i called her just now. and celeste bday party has canceled. today is a boring saturday... gosh! like everyone leaving this...have to wait for my sis to come back then can go out =(

And i wonder what are you thinking right now.
i know la you dislike me... right kaesen ?

2009-08-20T16:14:00.000-07:00

holiday for 1 week =)
but still have to attend for math extra class during holiday. but only for 3 days lah.

2009-08-19T19:51:00.000-07:00

break up to make up ?
counting from today onwards, its almost a month i didnt get to talk with you dy cause you are not beside me. i kinda miss you. i always talk about you to Sandra because she is the only one i can talk with now. last time its you and Salmah. but now, no more dy. actually when youre not here, i tried my best to be happy. i always smile and laugh just to make my tears and sadness away. but is okay, theres 141 more days i can get to see you dy =) ill wait for you. youre my special tree among all the tress in the forest ya =) love lots

2009-08-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

Living in my peaceful life :)

2009-08-13T20:20:00.000-07:00

all about sekolah (:
let me start here. first thing i wanna mention is, my friend eaton is back to school !! kenal bully almost everytime by him :( pity me kan... and, sandra is moving next year!! hate you heh. she gonna move to all saint chathedral oh ..where enfee studying now (: btw, starting next week is holidayyy!! after that gonna seat for my mock 2 again =='' haihs.. exam saja they know.

And what ... home alone for 3 weeks !!! fuck

2009-08-06T22:18:00.000-07:00

at last, im done with my mock one and im happy. gosh, havent been blogging since last month, is it ? well, i dont know. haha! Nah, Enfee i blog dy (: she keep asking me when am i gonna udpate my blog. hehe! school life is still the same. as usual la. doink doink doink.

actually im dated a boy, but we broke up after 3 days. sucky rite? yea, we still like each other it just we're not meant to be together. i guess.

went kundasang a week ago. have fun there with bro new gf from HK yea? i've 2 aucerrs now because of the bbq!!! hate that much!

well, it was my bro bday 4 days ago, which is on 3rd of August (: same bday as Enfee and also that jackass! gosh! Jackass ask for my new number just to tell me its his bday. lame! do you know that i seriously hate you so fucking much ? tsk tsk.

and yet, his gf called me a mother fucking desperate bitch which loiterring the rubbish place. wtf! and even called my Lamtai a shitty boyfriend. you seriously think that your bf is the best? only the sweet talks makes you fall to this spot. bitch! you aint no better!

2009-07-21T21:52:00.000-07:00

boreded.
school suck today. so boring ><>Si Hak hit me with the book during Science class hmm... very fun huh? let me tell you, it is a NO! well, Teacher Kong ask me why Yien didnt come to school, then that Sandra say "your bestfriend". well, i wish so to. but now no more dy. im now more with Chloe them all. dont know why. maybe last time i faught with Sandra them all. maybe, i dont know.

2009-07-17T16:53:00.000-07:00

there's nothing much for me to blog ;
here are the list what i did today :)
:: brought megazine to school
:: chit-chat with Sandra and all
:: went for recess with celeste and sandra
:: i found that Zeb voice is soft when he talks
:: suffering in math class

2009-07-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday [ 11-07 ]
yeah, was doing my math revision before goin to oneB with Enfee. bad things happen on me is that i'd forgotten my bank pin number!!! besides that, i saw my math tuition teacher! hahaha. wtf right. met new friends tho. thank you Enfee that you introduced Debra to me =) well, she is hyper and funny! have fun goin out with both of them <3

2009-07-10T21:53:00.000-07:00

Whatever it is, i dont care anymore.
and i wonder why, he is getting cold these days.. i message him but he didnt reply any of em'. i try to talk him, but we might feel awkward. so ill just leave him alone and make things clear. just to tell you that, if you think im annoying or what so ever, tell me, dont hide behind my back. if you dont feel like replying my message, jus ignore my message, dont reply by force.. OK? really pisses me off. i wonder why you dont want to face it! this is the fact, you ass.

2009-07-05T21:54:00.000-07:00

Lucas is in the pool .
haha! i went swimming with baby nephew Lucas today at Pacific Sutera. he is so cute with the baby float thingy. uhh~ wake up so early just because of that! gosh. and what...im getting darker!!! went swimming at 11am right after breakfast..then we go for high-tea :) so tired eh...btw, Enfee is a stalker right after she ask for my url, she know whats goin on with me. clever!

2009-07-04T18:01:00.000-07:00

wireless broke down !
wireless broke down yesterday so didnt get to blog anything. well, thing goes as usual. lol ;) hmm, mommy is goin to KL with elder sis and the bf at 730pm flight. will be there around 930pm? so, left me, my dad, sis and bro at home lahh..aduii! btw, Samuel im sorry cause yesterday i fang fei ji. i dont mean it bahh. the wireless suddenly broke down..you think i want it to be like that meh? uhh!

Movie movie movie !
huhu. goin to watch ice age 3 later at oneB. tee-hee. gonna watch with my nanny. gawd! unbelieveable

2009-07-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

Uhh, so scary
so weird lahh. i couldnt believe that i like one of my classmate oh.. Samuel Joo, you better zip it! or else ill wack your ass! please dont act obvious okay when u see him...youre the only one who know about this! see, i tell you one of my so called big secret. hahahaha! btw, ill see how you gonna call his name tomorrow ;)

2009-07-01T22:09:00.000-07:00

Stone man was injured by futsal
pity you, Clement. so how are you? is it getting better now? but i dont think its serious lahh cause you dont have to use the crutch right? so, its okay. dont worry :) tee-hee. btw, im so gonna meet egg face. should find a day to visit him at my dad's office yaww... haha! but dont worry stone face, ill find you at site if you let me to. but i dont think you will tell me which site are you in now. but ill find a way to check on it ;) huhu~

wednesday !
i hate wednesday subject man... so boring lahh! make me wanna sleep only. uhh~ got a new computer teacher again. and the previous one has gone to the other school. HU has gone. haha! we like to make fun of her name. sorry!

2009-06-30T21:46:00.000-07:00

stuck with my project .
oh gosh, have to re-do my geografi project again. something wrong with the tajuk. uhh! but still, i have to finish it although i hate to do it. do help for my pmr marks in geografi. freaking hell! hope that i could score a B for that project? haha, we'll see :
recently planned
will be going to U.K next month to visit my sister uni and also my brother (: get a chance to meet his girlfriend. haha! Yea, get to go to London and Rompe. wooo! but im still planning with my time cause end of this month i have to seat for my mock 1 trial. arghhhh!!! it takes 3 weeks for me to go there so i have to take 1 week earlier before the holiday start yaww (;

Time flies
omg! its july tomorrow! time flies man. wait, 3 more weeks and 5 days i have to seat for my mock 1 trial. fuck. i havent prepare for everything! my form 1, form 2 especially form 3! work hard yaww, THI IS YOUR FUTURE.

2009-06-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

it pisses me off !
let's make it easy. i will not sms you anymore cause you'd made the decicion, and i respect you. cause i know the report and and the sign is really important for you, rite? so buzz off. im just really really upset, cause you never make your decicion firmly and this pisses me off! im out of this now.

2009-06-28T17:23:00.000-07:00

im still waiting for this
i didnt get to buy the ticket for this movie! this is freaking me out! luckly Sal boy friend went to oneB early just now to buy the ticket. haihs, the seat is so near to the screen lahh.btw, Sal saw Clement yesterday at oneB! hahaha. my spy bah that =) teehee

2009-06-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

suddenly everything gone off like this.
since yesterday the "thing" was mentioned, he is not allowed to sms me anymore. this is the "so called" order from my dad. what the hell. its unfair and it is freaking me out! we are just friend. do you get the word "friend" ? come on, now is like the year of 2009 already and not like those oldy time. was it so wrong that we sms each other? btw, i ask him that if i sms you, will you just ignore my message or just delete it? then he said, not that i dont want to sms you, just that i feel uneasy to do so. and i just keep quiet. when it is around 7pm, i sent a message and ask, "wanna go out for a movie with me?" then he said, "i dont think its appropriate for me to go out with you." imma like, are you scared or something? its not only me and you, okay..? and replied, "no, im not scared, im never scared. i just dont want people to gossip around. even i sms you, already people are talking. we may be friends, but others may not see it that way. your my boss's daughter, and by getting close to you, people will believe i have other intentions."

like what the hell right? what other intention? getting close to me so you dont have to do your work in the office? come on, bullshit la this one. i dont care what they gonna say about you. you just concentrate on your work or maybe intership. this is your future okay... im avoiding about this now. is really freaking me out. i was dissapointed of what they had did to me and also to you. i feel not very well now, cause like we used to sms each other last time, like almost everyday. and now, things gone off like this, just like now. you get it? i hope you know how i feel. or maybe you only treat me as your friend, but for me, you'll never be my friend, cause you're a very special friend of mine. really different from all the guys i've dated before. you know how am i actually, just like the message you sent to me 3 days ago. "i know that most guys fall for this im pretty and i get my way side of you. But i know something that none of them know. you may act tough and rude. but you're actually extremely sensitive inside. if someone says something bad about you, you may act like you dont care, but you'll think about it all day. just that others cant see that side of you."

anyways, i know youre dissapointed about the things i said to you 3 days ago. i seem very conscious, but actually im not. i dont mean it. im so nervous when the time you replied me so lately. thats why i told you everything. and when the time you said you wasnt angry and just felt dissapointed, im laughing actually :] cause im happy that youre not angry about it. hehe

posted on 26 of june :]

not 27 of june.

2009-06-25T20:17:00.000-07:00

you are full of fakeness.
wow. Leo randomly chat with me in msn. haha! ask me hows life again. just to tell you, you are full of fakeness, you lil short man. omg! and what, randomly find me and ask hows life.. wanna be friend some more. like what the hell. i wont let it be that easilly. look at what you did to me on that fucking saturday! you fucking idiot. wanna to have a second chance? you doesnt deserve it. you jackass. gawd, when i mention about you, really pisses me off!

2009-06-23T20:27:00.000-07:00

the date of 23rd,
Everything started all over again .
today is a bad day for me. i hate the date of 23rd on every month, because this date and day bring full of unhappy moments which make me feel so depressed. and yet, im trying to let it go. well, im friends with Sandra again. everything has ended. can we start all over again? it been almost a month we didnt talk. but today is different. she came to my seat and suddenly ask 3 of my friends to move. i was shocked. then she ask me to tell her everything what had Leo did to me. well, he is my ex boy friend. which cheated on me 2 times already. he goes for the same mistakes. never change. then she say just forget about him lahh, he doesnt deserve a second chance. and i was crying that time. and i felt sorry to her, because i never trust what she had told last time. im so stupid right? then she say, dont care about things between us already. its over. so im just keep quiet. i miss talking with her actually. she is really the person i need the most. if there's problem in me, ill always share with her and tell her how i feel. and she's just encourage me. btw, Celeste is happy because im friends with Sandra. she always say "dont fight anymore lahh, be friends la, not tired meh? always fight." haha. so funny lahh :]

2009-06-22T18:15:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to write,
so just wait for tomorrow post :]

2009-06-21T22:09:00.000-07:00

21st of June :]
i dont really know what title should i named for this blog. so i just put the date and a smile over there. well, i just read Enfee blog. its so cool. you know, try you imagine :] okay, im being random now. huhu. just celebrated father's day with my family just now at Gayang Seafood Restaurant. the food there is nice. as usual :] never change.

im now trying to avoid from you now Clement, cause i think i liked you. its hard for me you know. its hard for me to tell you, cause youre working in my dad's office. i scared we might feel so awkward when we sees each other right? thats why i sent you a message just now and ask about it whether you replied my message by force or not. gawd,gawd,gawd! im facing this love problem again. Enfee, i have so many things i wanna share with you ! please help me :]

2009-06-20T19:13:00.000-07:00

she's back ...
hey.hey.hey :] its been so long right... i've not written anything down here. hehe. lazyyy bum ;p well, all the things has passed, so just forget about it. and now, i just have to wait for my rm500 cash to get back! ohh, he said he gonna fucking find a job to pay me back.. it just, i dont think he will find one. lets dont talk about him... next topic please! yeap, i've met a new guy in my dad's office. he is a nice guyyy :] but, he like to bully me :[ arseee kan him? that's why these few days i like goin to my dad's office because i can get to see him and talk to him.. yeah, he realise it too :] hehe. btw, there's a boy in my school like me man.. gawd! like wtf??? i just knew him for 2 days, gawd damn it. uhh !

//you think your hannah montana very nice ah? yeah, it is very nice... but at first is kinda childish, but at the end, is sooo romantic. lol. i just watched that movie with sal and dani just now. hehe :]

2009-06-12T21:33:00.000-07:00

island.island.island
yeah, went pulau manukan today =) this is my first time been to an island. what-the-hack? hahaha!! lol, it was so damn fun !! espeacially the banana boat =) gosh, scary oh.. im the only one who drown in the sea. only me. and my sis,cousin and the bf was still in the banana boat. freakin hell. i almost cry when i drown.. cause like im the only one in the sea. in the middle of the sea. gosh.gosh. then i went for snorkling =) full of fishes there. haha. feed em' with breaddd. --> kekeke <--

2009-06-11T00:41:00.000-07:00

sweet baby jesus
oh, now then i realise that under 18 mostly play friendster? and they dont really play facebook? hahaha! what was that? hmmm... theres a guy said to me that mostly under 18 people dont play facebook because their mind is still in teensworld/wonderland. rubbish.nonsense. yeah, i know. huhuhuhu. so , i dont really care what he said to me! cause he is olddddd

2009-06-10T11:02:00.000-07:00

woot woot! let love down
hey peeps (: lol, went out with Celeste 2days ago. hmm, we watched terminator-->dont really understand the movie tho<-- hahah :p well, i asked him out on that day, it just i realise that i have nothing to say to him anymore. my feelings towards him is getting lesser? or maybe we dont really talk much? well, he is my ex boyfriend. so, im letting this previous relationship d o w n ...but it need more time right ...huhu, i met Cheryl my coussie (: she is getting prettier la although she is big in size but then not that obvious. i like her style aww...hmm, what else can i say? oh ya, should i tell him or should i not? oh gosh ...

2009-06-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

-->8june09<--

2009-06-07T16:56:00.000-07:00

just got back from KL :D
hey hey :) im back. well, everything fine. and what??? i started to let him go. ta-daaa
im trying my best for these days when im in KL. kinda change my style and life when im there.. I LOVE PAVILION . so many things for me to shopppp (: but kinda tired now, cause just got back... wake up at 6 in the morning awww...

you lil. i cant get your type of shirt... sowiiie. i cant get your size, cause you're too smalllll so yeah, gonna buy some other things in KK okiiee ???

2009-05-31T21:08:00.000-07:00

all i can do is try
love flies, don't you think so? when you really love a person you cant really let them go that easily. yeah, im one of the victim of being in such a complicated relationship..or maybe im just being to over-react? or maybe im not the one who suppose to be in there? come on, i felt so despressed of this thing. all the thing i want is dissapear in my life. so, im trying hard to get him back although i know it is a big possibility that it wont happen or maybe we need time? well, time show everything. [quotes] "all the moments that already passed, try to get back and make them last."

i seriously dont know what situation am i in now. in a relationship or just single. fucked up!!! but what i want to tell YOU is im not a doll, thats all. dont treat me like one cause im not. i really pissed at you although i still love you. thats the fact that couldnt be change. so please, give me the answer. i dont want it to be complicated which i thought i am your girlfriend but actually im not? and sometimes you just give me those moves which make me think that your my BOY.

2009-05-30T23:27:00.000-07:00

you're not the one who planned everything
i thought today is the day which i could always think of this moment in every second we spent all day long ,but the thing is, this is not what i want to be. for you, maybe you think that im happy, but what can i tell you is, you're wrong. im not happy. do you know how hurt it feels when you were sms-ing with her? i just keep it in my heart... i dont want to tell you because if i tell you, i will cry.

and, i wish you would understand. i wish that All of the moments that already passed. We'll try to go back and make them last .

2009-05-29T13:36:00.000-07:00

Exam ? Over !!!
hello people (: haven't been blogging for almost a week. hahaha. exam over and i am ready to go out again. stay at home almost a month ! well, first thing i wanna do this weekend is clubbing. gosh ! i miss you B A R S U. well, life is still as usual it just everything i planned has changed. everything goes round and round. so, wish that something will come back again although it is a big possibility that it wouldnt happen.

2009-05-24T22:05:00.000-07:00

i just love that song ...
and now, i started to love the song titled the girl from ipanema by olivia ong. i just had my dinner at sutera just now. suddenly there's a group of band came to my table and ask whether i want to request a song or not, so i requested meditation, but i guess he don;t know that song that much so he dedicated the girl from ipanema for me. when he sang the song, it is soooo romantic, i just love it. enjoyed the though ...i love the song lyrics because it is meaningful.. haha. oh well, tomorrow i have to seat for my exam. first paper is my national language, wish i could really write the novel properly because i really memories it. wish i won't forget on that day...okay, i think i should end here. go to bed now. will enter this blog after my exam which is on friday...buhbye.xoxo

2009-05-23T20:52:00.000-07:00

relationship issues
sometimes you just couldnt make love last forever. there's always a limit. well, some people just take love for fun and some take love as a joke. what-the-fuck-wrong-with-you-guys ? if you take love for fun or as a joke... why dont you guys just get a doll and fuck them ?! freaking hell. gosh gosh gosh.

exam on next week
after ending up with the date of 24th may and the time of 12am, i have to seat for my fucking exam. had so much stress these days... and now, i end up with some problems which annoyed me with my studies. and yet, i only study for my maths, science, geo and my bm. im stuck here, have to memorise so many words and i couldnt make it. so i am here to try my best. tolong la. please ...

2009-05-21T19:35:00.000-07:00

weird people
haha. weird people? let see, i went to my dad office today because i did not go to school. well, i did not go to school for two days liao, wait, stop using those cina-word-ehh when writting in english bah. haha, weird again...okay, let me continue my sentence first ok? well, there's a girl in my dad office wears a verrryyy shorrrttt skirt, but, if she wears a longggg skirt, then the skirt will be super longggg. hahaha! but she usually wears short ones.

can i get your number ?
awww... he forgive me but under two condition.. and these condition is veryyy lame. he wanted me to company him when he plays arcade. can you believe that? but the thing is, i agreee with him.

2009-05-20T10:59:00.000-07:00

you shouldnt take bible like this ...
to those fucking hypocrites that forgives people only because they read the bible well one word goes for you! what the point of even bother to read it when you dont even know shiit about christian? for a christian you forgive no matter what and you love your family fool. and whats the point of even going to church and donating money to it when you better of giving the beggars on the streets so next time watch what you're saying? and if you think reading the bible and going to church or youth while you be a bitch will get you going to heaven well guess what, you wont and your gonna go to hell with me bitch think again because you just got you punk ass told off bitch and if you dont know whats a hypocrite is? well i suggest you look in a mirror and find out the meaning on a dictionary while your at it!

2009-05-19T23:39:00.000-07:00

Desprado
buy me a plastic ring and tell me that you love me . hahahaha. randomly added (:

2009-05-19T14:53:00.000-07:00

The oldies
aww... now then i noticed that these so yesterday pictures i still keep it in my computer (: miss the old time (: xoxo

When we were younggg

Shanghai 04'

Sabaria and Caroline 07'

hey.hey
okie. went back home early today. escape computer class during school hour (: tadaaa. yup. don't feel like taking the computer exam so, i just leave the school earlier (: sitting for my exam next week (: then ill enjoy my holidayyy. s t r e s s ? aint no more.

gossiper
and yeah, high school full of gossiper. they just love to judge you. dont know why. so don't judge a book by its cover. can't you guys just do your own stuff rather then talking shit behind? or maybe you guys dont have one to. oh well.

2009-05-17T09:48:00.001-07:00

Sundayyy <33
morning people (: its Sunday today. . Time flies babe ;) hahahaha. Sal's hubby almost drown in the pool yesterday. people drown because they dont know how to swim but he drown because he is tired. dane dane funny juga kau ni. exam is in two weeks time. senior exam is tomorrow. good luck, may god bless you. wish i could do well in this semester ? oh well, see la. it depends (:
okie okie. ill continue later. bye.xoxo

2009-05-16T20:48:00.000-07:00

A day out with cousieee
its saturday and im goin to sutera with Sal for our dateee . haha. maybe olivia and law's is joining or maybe Sal's hubby is coming. oh well, let see. well, goin sutera for my mid-term study kinda weird right. i guess so. hah. hmmm, well ill continue with my stories later then.

Part two
heyy. im back (: have so muchhh fun with them tho. ngeh. go for a lunch and a swim. tee-hee. oh well, its been 2 weeks i didnt get to see him :( so longgg but nevermind another two more weeks to go. well, eight more days to go. mid-term people. gosh gosh. and yeah, now i started to be inlove with my chapter-one-maths .

gosh. rain so heavily these days. nowonder the weather is so hottt. but kinda windy when its goin to rain (: haha.im talking nonsense. i know (: hmmm ...

2009-05-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

Add on
sometimes the one whom you really trusted is the one whom backstab you. well, now then i realise. its true you know (: can you believe that if one of your close friend backstab you, how would you feel ? upset angry or just dont care ?

lets dont talk about it, talk about other stuff then (: haha. goin for other maths tuition from next month onwards. i mean, having maths tuition with the same teacher but not with the same place. im having a maths tuition in a tuition centre, but my teacher resign, so she ask me if i would go to her house and go for my maths. well, i agreee .
oh well, i want to end here. wait for tommorow blog then (:

Well, one more week i've to seat for my exammm . gosh.gosh. Its been so long, i dont get to enter my blog cause of the study and stuff ? Gossip Girls kinda attracts me. Lovin' the movieee (:

I was kinda shocked today cause my bf went to my school suddenly. Haha, he was kinda trying to make a surprise for me, but they were caught by the school decipline teacher . pity you .