went out with my hubby hubb hubb ♥
went out with my love ones yesterday to Sutera. was actually pissed at him cause he is not punctual. i waited for him 2hours there. then i sms with Sandra till out-of-credit !!! she called me and talked to me... and i actually cried. then after awhile, they arrived. when he was there, i dont want to look at him at all because im really mad. this is not his first time being not punctual. it's like, everytime. he keep on apology to me. and ofcourse i forgive him :) hehe~ but then i cant get to see him for 2 weeks oh... cause im leaving to KL 3 more days. i miss you lahh~ ill get something for you there :) shirt? haha! i really dont know. wait till im there then i suggest what to buy for you.




from your love,
Carla <3

i think she's pissed at me ?
well i really dont know whether Sandra is pissed at me or not. i seriously dont know ehh. im sorry if i did something wrong or maybe i said somehing wrong. but i seriously dont mean it. i thought you will dont really care. but if it is really hurt your feelings then im very sorry to you. i dont wish that we will lose our friendship again just like "last time" 5 months ago. if you still remember about that. i dont wish to lose you because youre my bestfriend. you seriously know who i am... but, i dont really know you well :d i seriously dont know what youre thinking sometimes. but i tried my best. just like yesterday, you called me and share things about you. tell me how you feel and stuff... do you know why i dont really talk much? because i dont know how to do and what to say. im sorry if youre really pissed at me. i wish that you will forgive me with my apology :D


sorry San .

updated sandra
huhuhu~ kinda happy todayyy cause i met him again :D haha, updated her in this few days. lol. share all my things to her ah... haha! actually went to CP with him today then we went to Khrisnan for our lunch :D the amazing things happen today is ...

he kissed me !!

it felt like he is leaving ?
went to school today for only 3 hours. has studied physics, chemistry and add-maths in this 5 days. but i did not attend the class for 3 days. lol :D

he called me 2 days ago. at 4am. he told me that maybe he gonna go to overseas to work. when he asked for my oppinion, ofcourse i said "just go la, its your choice, your future" then he asked me again. where should i go? KL or New Zealand? when the time he asked me, i dont know what answer should i give. it just i got this weird feeling that he will leave me sooner or later. I seriously dont know what to do.

i keep on asking him the same question everyday and night. what is your choice? KL or New Zealand? he couldnt give me the answer. i dont know la what you are thinking. but from now onwards, i will not think that again. i will just leave with my life and relationship happily together with you. spend all my time to you.

haha! i continued going for gym started last week =) well, im trying my best to keep fit! im fat! so what? lol, i kinda miss my daughter Enfee =) its been so long i didnt contact her.

besides, i dont know why suddenly he put so much of his effort on me. if sandra didnt told me, i wouldnt recognise about it. whats going on ah ? hehe =) i love you sayanggg.

whatever la! i want to go for sciencestream oh... it just i dont think i can la. so, study smart.

last but not list, im going gym later with sandra, nard and my boy =) tee hee

PMR ? Here i come !
will be back soon =)

mock 2 mock 2 mock 2 !!!
well, im here. almost done with my mock 2, gonna take my math on Monday. may god bless me!!! Science test is so so so difficult! kinda tembak for my History. lol=) besides, next month im gonna seat for PMR !!!


happy staying with you =)
i wish i could take this relationship as usual like others do. no jokes, no lies, just true! ill support you no matter what you think its right... thanks babe by helping me lots of lots of thingy. the day we just be together, i thought you dont really know what i want and what i need. but since thay day we talked on the phone, you actually do know what i want!!! im glad and ill appreciate it. i wish that you will do better than my other exes. will give what i want, will share you things with me.


tuition teacher kinda dislike me ?
haha. one of the tuition teacher kinda dislike me? lol. just because i say he doesnt really look like a teahcer. hahaha. thats true mah.. im just telling you and the others the truth! nowonder you always stand outsite my class la.. you actually curi-curi listen what i said about you right? if desmond told me about it, i wouldnt knew that u do actually dislike me. haha, sorry then =) but the thing is, i really dont undrstand why you stand beside me just now while im waiting for my car. there is no more space for you to squeez in already. and you make me walk away to the dark side... very dark eh.. ishh !